I don't think I have ever been more confused in my entire life. So many things seem to be going on right now. Boys, family, career stress. I am second guessing everything lately. Is a singer songwriter career appropriate? What did he mean when he said that? Will my family ever pull it together? My head has never confused me more; I just feel like a jumble of emotions right now. And the most frustrating, confusing, and upsetting part about it all: it doesn't get any better nor easier. No matter whether I am 50 or 15, I will always been confused. I suppose one could choose to rise above the confusion and heartbreak. However, wouldn't that turn one cold, and without passion? So it seems that we are all stuck in this confusion tunnel for life. So why do some people seem to be able to handle it better? Perhaps they just are too naive to see and understand what's going on. I don't know...its all so...confusing.